Sad Day

As many of you know Chill was supposed to be home tonight. I was so dang excited for him to get home. I mean I survived an entire month without him and anticipated seeing him today. Well the bad news is he was unable to get on the flight in Moscow. He is flying standby and there was no room for him. DANG!!! So he is currently in Moscow just waiting to see when he can get on another flight. Apparently things are crazy there right now and so he may not even be able to get on a flight until Monday. I keep saying to myself what is another 4 days after I've survived 31! As much as it sucks, I can't imagine how awful it is for him to just be spending hours...maybe days in the airport. Tomorrow is our anniversary so I guess I'll be spending the day with my favorite little dude Carson. I'll just be praying Chill makes it home before I leave for Arizona next Friday :)

On a happier note, Carson is 4 months old today. I have to take him to the doctor on Monday for a checkup so then I can get all the info about him. He is such a fun little baby. His little smile makes me laugh because he scrunches up his little nose. His giggle is the cutest thing I have ever heard. He is still trying to get the hang of rolling over. He has done it a few times, but comes so close all the time. He still does not love the car and tends to spend much of the time crying. Feeding him is a bit of a challenge because he just likes to "snack." He eats a few ounces here and there so I feel like I am feeding him all day long. He loves me to sing to him while we look in the mirror. He is pretty slender still but he has the chunckiest little legs, it is adorable. He likes to go out and about now which is wonderful. I took him to the grocery store and to the mall today and he didn't even complain a bit. This is a big deal because I finally feel pretty normal again. He doesn't take a bottle much, but when he does he thinks he needs to hold it. He has a hard time getting it back in his mouth though if it falls out. I love watching him grab things and put them right in his mouth. It is amazing how fast babies change. I am loving him more and more everyday.